"I yell in pain as it runs thourhg my body. Why do i feel this way? Its not like a loose anything much. I guess thats what you said. Nothing to loose. But i lost you. It feels like something is missing now. I try to fix things, make things go back to the way they are, but.. why are the only worse? I guess you just don't want to make it better? Idk. I guess i've given up... my special day was not even celebrated with you.. rather it was destroyed. I try to forget, i try to erase you out of my mind. But its hopeless. I guess i'll just keep you at the edge of my heart. Until you slowly fade away. I'm not gonna brood over it anymore. I'm not gonna cry over it anymore. I'm not gonna feel like Dying and killing myself cause of you anymore. I realised its not worth it. I shall cherish those moments we had together. The times we laughed, smiled, fought and told each others probs to one another. Guys and girls were our main topic. haha. just thinking about it i guess i should have been there for you more. I'm sorry.. i never thought i'd loose you this way. Lord may you bless him as i have forgiven him (:"
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